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Hello! Ytd, i went out with shahira and mamat. Felt embarassing but yet fun! :D Headed home at 9pm because we're late. Supposed to meet up at 5.30pm but plans were changed into 6pm. Mamat dosen't know that we'll be meeting up at 6 and so, he waited at the bus stop at 5.30pm. Haha! So sorry! Went off the civic centre to took IC photos but in the end, theres no shop of taking photos. And yes, I hate this part because i fell on the esculator and the sharp point poked on my toes and it really hurts! Ouch! Then went off to cwp to took me & shahira IC photos. Sadly, shahira can't be taken because her polo tee was same color as the background. Snapped me face first and headed off to macd because someone wanna treat us :D Sadly (again), i can't finish my ice cream ): Aft that, went to my hse and replace shahira's polo tee with my shirt. LOL! Kinda cute. Went to AP and snapped her photo and saw shaqliz's photo at the counter. HAHAHA! And suddenly, we saw a real life shaqliz beside us. Woooahhh! He appeared so sudden -.- Then then and then i headed off home.

Today, sch was fine but

I'm damn DISSAPOINTED! Why must my life be so hardly understand? Even myself i asked why and sometimes i hate myself alot. Now my heart was fully shattered and broke and only this person could fix it back. How i wish my storybook is full of happiness words and espacially the people who i care. Sometimes closest friend is the greatest enemy. And i don't wish to be happen like that and i swear i don't want it to be! ): I feel so sorrow. Those lines i've heard from that person, lines that bring a tear to my eye because i look down on myself and i ask thousands of time and keep asking till now, "am i deserve to have a b _ _?"

If you need it
Something I can give
I know I'd help you if I can
If your honest and you say that you did
You know that I would give you my hand
Or a sad song
In a lonely place
I'll try to put a word in for you
Need a shoulder?
well if that's the case
You know there's nothing I wouldn't do ......
Don’t throw it all away
You’re throwing it all away at the end of the day